Night time thoughts
It's 11:45 pm and My thoughts are constantly circling my head like vultures around a carcus. This time it's...you're overreacting. It's like a nonstop argument going on in my head and I'm in the middle trying to pick a side. From one side, it's screaming at me that I'm overreacting and I will ruin everything...Yet the other side is saying that it's perfectly rational and I need to stop this madness and relax. And yet no matter how hard I try, I can't pick a side. I'm just left wallowing in the middle, becoming a more confused as the time clicks away, waiting for a shining light to tell me the answer. I had an image posted in my head as I was trying to fall asleep with these thoughts, and when I couldn't stop thinking about the image, I got up just to draw it. I'm no artist but it is much more than I could have hoped for. Now I might finally rest. Still waiting for my "saving grace" to answer my original question.... Am