I feel this lump
I feel this lump in my throat I think I made a mistake Of course my anxiety is having a field day I'm trying to steer myself in the right direction, but I don't have full control of the wheel. I don't want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow, I want time to stop. I don't want to die, I just don't want to deal with tomorrow. Fearing for the worst, my mind prepares, I'm grasping at straws trying to pull myself back into reality. I'm starting to getmore sleepy. I knew I will eventually fall asleep, but is there something I can do...... of course not