Finally!

Depression…It’s spinning around in my head, Constantly demanding attention.   I’m sitting here not doing anything. Thinking constantly what is causing this.   Rejection, boredom, or isolation? I feel like I’ve been rejected, my mind is going two ways on the issue. One side says, “Just wait and don’t jump to conclusions” while the other side says, “Why did you do that? You already know the response”.   While being torn in two, I debate admitting defeat and trying to cover it back up. I begin to gain the courage to say no.   I force myself to leave it up; telling myself it doesn’t matter now.   I tell myself that it could still be any answer, but I still continue stressing about it. Boredom could also be a factor.   I haven’t been working and it’s a new thing for me to face.   I’ve worked every summer since 2009, and all of a sudden I have nothing to do all day but watch Youtube.   It makes me miss work and school;   I need something to occupy my time. Along side b

Gunfire was the first thing she heard.   She jumped out of bed with her heart racing.   Just standing there, she frantically looks around her room.   She realizes she is safe, but still doesn’t know where the gunshot came from.   She picks up the phone and dials 911.   The operator sends officers to investigate.   When the officers got there they asked her what happened, and she told them.   Other officers were asking the other neighbors and they all shared the same story.   More officers arrived at the scene just as officers were knocking on the door.   They all had vests on and the officers that just arrived had helmets on.     “Knock, Knock, Knock.   This is the police.   open the door”….No response. “Knock, Knock, Knock.   Police! Open the door”… No response again. “Knock, Knock, Knock.   Police!   Open the door”…Still no response. This time one officer goes back to his car and another circles the building as the other officers attempt to open the door. The off